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(You Brought Out) The Worst In Me

Having a mate or significant other can be delightful. You support one another, set goals and encourage one another to do better in all areas of your life. However, the relationship can be dreadful if it is with the wrong individual. 

Sometimes someone else's situation reminds of something I have gone through and sometimes I place myself in their shoes to see things from their perspective. The R&B singer Tyrese has a song called "Best of Me", I decided to write my version titled "(You Brought Out)The Worst In Me".

What a task it was to be loved by you
Suppose to be my best friend, but that was not true
You said everything you could to break me down
But did whatever it took to keep me around baby

It felt like the weight of the world was on my shoulders
Because of your conditional love baby that's why
You brought out the worst in me, every day I was so angry
And if I had to do it again, I would not choose to boy
You brought out the worst in me, cause you were not right for me

You tried to ruin my life, every day and every night boy I cried
There were times when I felt unsure and my judgment was obscured
and with you by my side I was an unhappy girl Hey yeah

It felt like the weight of the world was on my shoulders
Because of your conditional love baby that's why
You brought out the worst in me, every day I was so angry
And if I had to do it again, I would not choose to boy
You brought out the worst in me, cause you were not right for me

I want you to know it's not the end of my world, I did all I could
I did my best as your girl
So I stand up and shout to the world
He's the worst, He's the worst

So I moved on with my life and I'm doing fine I look to the sky it was God, God
Cause he gave peace of mind, mind
God is the best,  God is the best but

You brought out the worst in me, every day I was so angry
And if I had to do it again, I would not choose to boy
You brought out the worst in me, cause you were not right for me

You brought out the worst in me, every day I was so angry
And if I had to do it again, I would not choose you boy

You brought out the worst in me, cause you were not right for me
                                                         

Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. Never let anyone take away your happiness. YOU determine how someone will treat you. People will only do to you what you allow. When you are going through something,  Push Until Something Happens (PRAY) and ask God for guidance. He will always be there and he will see you through.

I hope this helps someone!!!!

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